Celebrated by classic porn fans for her
tough, campy, androgynous persona, and daring on-camera predilections, Sharon’s
childhood years were stamped with feelings of insecurity and confusion about
her own sexuality and place in the world. Before the age of ten, Mitchell’s
mother and father divorced prompting her mother to assume a position as assistant
administrator of a hospital for the criminally insane. Her Hungarian
grandmother was assigned the duty of co-raising the clever and auspicious
child. To this day, Sharon claims that her grandmother championed her
independence, and imparted pearls of wisdom to her young charge. Frustrated by
her mother’s controlling ways and feelings of neglect brought on by her
alcoholic father’s absence in her life, Sharon abruptly married at seventeen,
but had the marriage annulled six months later. Never one to be bound by
conventionality, Mitchell arrived on the New York scene in the mid-seventies
while still a teen.
"I was out of diapers young and walking
very quickly. I learned how to read very, very, young. I was extremely bright
and I won some kind of contest when I was four years old for reading books.
Other kids used to pick on me for being adopted. It was kind of confusing
because my family always celebrated the day that they adopted me it was such a
big deal. I always wondered if it was a big deal or if it was a curse. It just didn’t
make that much difference to me. Interestingly,
the Catholic Church, I believe, was the second largest white baby dealer in the
United States during the 1950s, and they would charge ten thousand dollars for a
white baby. They had all of these terms and conditions: you’d have to put the
child through the Catholic school and donate lots of money until the child
reached a certain age. There were other [alternative] adoption agencies, but
apparently, you’d have to wait about ten years to get a white baby. For some
reason, my parents wanted a white baby because it was the fifties, I don’t
know. Every single month a nun would come around until I was about nine years
old. You never knew when she was going to come, day or night. If they did not
sufficiently believe a child was being cared for properly, they would take you
back and reboot you out to somebody else."
"I got married at seventeen to get out of
the house. He was a local guy who was a couple of years older than me. We were
married for six months and then I left. I got the marriage annulled. However, I
was legally emancipated. I could do whatever I wanted to do and went to New
York on my own. I started working with Dorothy Palmer Agency, and Dorothy Palmer
would book me on soap operas. Over the next seven years, I did a tremendous
amount of bit parts in movies; talking parts in television and commercials. I
did a lot of that while I was doing the adult entertainment. I was also a
back-up singer, primarily in a band. I did a little bit of singing and a little
bit of percussion."
"I did one of my first scenes with Jamie Gillis, and another young man (Russ Carlson) in Vanessa del Rio’s film That Lady from Rio. The director was
trying to talk me into a double penetration or something and I had never even fucking
heard of it you know. Jamie was like, “This girl just walked on the set. She
has no idea.” I remember him arguing with the guy about that and he just kept
saying, “You know what? Just listen to me. I’ll take care of you for a couple
of months.” He could see that someone could have taken advantage of me. From
that day forward, I worked with him in tons of films. He always watched out for
me, and he was always a sweetheart and never judged me. We lived together from
time to time and with other folks, and we shared apartments. I loved Jamie. Jamie was like the perverted father I always wanted to have. Jamie
represented nothing but pure love for me: absolute, unequivocal, pure love. We all
really looked out for each other. I used to babysit for Gloria Leonard. John
Leslie, Jamie Gillis, Eric Edwards (Rob Everett), John Holmes, and Herschel
Savage as well—those guys were just sort of my big brothers. We were the core
of the industry. We were the Air Corps, the Marines, the fucking Navy, and
everything else. We were it."
"There was a ton of money around in porn
and I made up my mind that I was just going to stay working regardless of the
type of work there was. There were two things I knew I didn’t want to do: one
of them was prostitution, and the other one was being a waitress. I wanted to
fucking avoid those two things. I was getting a lot of work as well. There wasn’t
enough money to become a fulltime mainstream actress. I would have done it sure, but back then, porn was kind of a rotten thing to do. You had to walk into a
theatre to watch porn because it wasn’t on TV back then; it wasn’t even on
videotape. It was really a shocking thing to do porn which was part of
the appeal for me. I was an anarchist, so it was a way to cause
trouble and mayhem. It’s very funny, because at the same time I always
maintained this sort of code of honor that I wouldn’t do certain things and I wouldn’t
work for less than this, and so on and so forth. Those things got difficult to
maintain especially toward the end when the industry was changing, and I was
doing drugs and things like that, but I managed to not cross that line."
"You know people always ask me, “Was it
heroin that drew you into porn?” It really wasn’t about one or the other. It’s
just that I was experimenting with drugs ever since I could probably walk. I
had been working every night literally, so when cocaine came along it kind of
helped me stay awake. Heroin was the perfect drug for me and the good thing
about it I was very careful, thank god. I never shared a needle and I was so
secretive, I didn’t want anyone to know. There was nothing like heroin. There’s
nothing that can compare to it before and very little since. It was something
that took away any kind of anxiety or pain that was emotional or physical, or
any type of chaos going in inside of my head ─ any type of feeling that I didn’t
fit in. When I found that to go with the cocaine, I eventually dropped the
cocaine."
"I became lonely for two reasons: I was a
career porn star and that’s what I was. Pretty much everything legitimate had
dropped off. I did a lot of adult films, but I would go out on the road dancing
because you just can’t do that to your body. You can’t work in porn every day
for months at a time. It’s exhausting and it’s just not healthy. I’d go out on
the road for a while, and give myself a break and come back. The burlesque gave
me a nice porthole to rest my other body parts and just stay toned, and stay in
good shape, and obtain a fan base ─ all that good stuff. Today, doing porn is a
stepping-stone toward prostitution as it used to be for women who wanted to get
into the feature stripping business."
"We know that we are nice people, probably
some of the nicest fucking people you’ll ever come across. We’ve raised each
other’s kids and we’ve loaned each other money. We’ve been pals all these
years. We’ve made our living; we didn’t hurt anybody. We’re not a bunch of
fucking gangsters. We’ve evolved through a very tough period to struggle for
what normalcy means to us. Whatever that means individually or collectively to
us, and those of us who have survived it ─ you can’t find a better group of
people."
"you can’t find a better group of people."
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ReplyDeleteI love Sharon I ask her if I could Is she a lesbian full time now? she and her aim group was good for the industry
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